Dose Life Really Go On?

AT this point I really don't think that the term "Go On" is all that really approate with me. As I said to Sandy many times, and have mention it on this blog, 'it's a one person job'. That is what I have really have been doing with the work schudule I have. NOTHING againest those whom have stopped by and I have visited, but just in general. This is a ONE PERSON HELL. I can't help the fact that I have, and will aways have this hole in my heart for MY Sandy. Yup she was mine, as I was to her. We were for EACH OTHER, period! You know Sandy said, she wanted me to be happy. I'm "happy" knowing that we had each other for the best 10 years 4 months 7 days and some change as a married couple here on this Earth. And NO ONE can EVER take that away from Sandy and I, NO ONE.

What brought this on? Because I wanted to type it out in lite blue and dark lite blue. Really, because I just don't think other people don't get what I'm going through. It may be a loss to them, and that is bad. But when it's a man and woman come together as one and this loss happens, it is at least half of you is gone too.

For those of you that know me, I'm sorry I have not written or called. It is like i'm sorry im going in circles around here.

So, another thing CHRISTMAS IS OVER. Time to remove all light and decorations. Sandy and I had our down by New Years day night, or the next day.

On the photograph:
Ok, I had thought I only had one photo of Sandy with a hat on, well I was wrong. I found this one from a United States AMA motorcycle trial event we went to in Tenn. Where they are having a World Round. We were laughing because, 1) Sandy had a hat on 2) we were prepaired for the rain, but we was not expecting it to be darn right cold too. We didn't say that long. We were frozen.

Right Sweety!! -Yes that was a trip alright, one of these times your going have to tell the story on the way back home from Mark & Lori house when the Ice Storm hit.

Nighty night Randy
Night Sweety