Let's Get Going Again!!!

I'm going to jump right in and get started here. Back in January I was really intent to find a new job, As I said before. And that is going well. But I can't help but think that I didn't have help on getting the postition. Then I must admit, I think I've had on many things happen with help. But the same is true, it dose not get any easyer in dealing with a loss of my life. It's the same as everyday. I'm still awaking alone, and now I come home alone. The first day of my new job was the worse. I have had friends to go out with me, but that at best only takes the edge off for a short time. But I know it dose help. It's not as often as one would think, 5 am comes around early.

The house is NOT a wreck. I've been doing good on this part. But man, it's never endding. Every time I turn around, I'm cleaning up something. Weather I did it or not. I hear You Sandy!!!!

You know, I really beleave that some people know what might happen to them as other don't. I think back on the things Sandy had said to me. It all comes to mind thaat its almost like she knew. As much I hate to say it, It's weird. Well I'm glad she did. Because the big one did come true. The comment she make to me about her her Mother. That was ( I don't know why I'm writing this, I'll never for get it ) 'If anything happens to me, watch my Mother'. I'm glad she said that to me. Because I had to address the Probate court of Franklin County. To have MY Sandy in a safe place untill I join her. The plt where Sandy was located was NOT my first chioce. Then I wanted the deeds. It was not going to happen after the BENCH showed up. I wanted it removed since I had no pior knowleage of it in the first place. I went to the city council meeting to have them remove it. It was on city walkway. But it got moved, not to my satifaction. And with the traffic around the the space, it was bad.

I had asked for help if I should move her or not. I asked for a Falcon to fly east and or west within four days, if I should have us moved. Well, I had one fly right in front of me within 15 min. I did my homework, and I had the right to see fit. I was not going to let her Mother do that. And even, to this day, I have not heard a peep from them. Thats ok. They have to live with the fact that Sandy would have been very upset!!.So, it is just Me and Teri as Sandy's family. I found a real nice quite cemetery in Worthington Ohio and purchased two plots for us. I still have my "coffee time". It is very nice. I can be peace as Sandy is.

My new job is going good. I had a question for the owners wife today. About getting the plackers printed at Hopkins. She is going to make it happen.

More later.

Note blogger has been messing up so I might be not allow to post. And I have to get this key board adjusted for my goofy style of typing.

Love you Sandy